I ADORE Thee, O my Lord, the Third Person of the All-Blessed Trinity, that Thou hast set up in this world of sin a great light upon a hill. Thou hast founded the Church, Thou hast established and maintained it. Thou fillest it continually with Thy gifts, that men may see, and draw near, and take, and live.
Pentecost was indeed the birth of the Church with the supernatural presence of God and his gifts.
With a wonderful humility Newman praises the Paraclete for the conversion that brought him into the Church:
I adore Thee, O Almighty Lord, the Paraclete, because Thou in Thy infinite compassion hast brought me into this Church, the work of Thy supernatural power. I had no claim on Thee for so wonderful a favour over anyone else in the whole world. There were many men far better than I by nature, gifted with more pleasing natural gifts, and less stained with sin. Yet Thou, in Thy inscrutable love for me, hast chosen me and brought me into Thy fold.
Like other saints Newman claims to have set up obstacles to God’s plan:
I did nothing towards it—I did everything against it. I did everything to thwart Thy purpose. And thus I owe all to Thy grace. I should have lived and died in darkness and sin; I should have become worse and worse the longer I lived.
Yet in his in his “incomprehensible love” he was overpowered and taken captive by God. Like Augustine, Josemaría Escrivá and others he resisted but God prevailed. “I have not a word to say, but to bow down in awe before the depths of Thy love.”
Cardinal Newman considered it a special grace to be brought into the Catholic Church, and to be sustained by the sacraments without which he felt he could do nothing. He prayed to God, the Holy Spirit:
Teach me, make me, to come to the fountains of mercy continually with an awakened, eager mind, and with lively devotion. Give me a love of Thy Sacraments and Ordinances. Teach me to value as I ought, to prize as the inestimable pearl, that pardon which again and again Thou givest me, and the great and heavenly gift of the Presence of Him whose Spirit Thou art, upon the Altar.
Let us follow suit by praising God for establishing his Church and bringing us into her fold, and thank Him evermore for his gracious presence in the sacraments.